the thought of disappearing always returns.
an emotional wreck that is what i am. i hide it the best that i can, which isn't too difficult since i usually get upset when i'm alone. or close enough to it.
i don't like it when my thoughts make my emotions get the best of me. it makes things worse. my mind will only trip itself out more than it already does.
i wish it didn't work in such a manner. i don't like over thinking things. i do it too much and tend not to make sense. even to myself. it makes me feel crazy and unable to communicate with myself let alone those around me.
i'm blabbering as usual. i'm too tired for my mind to function properly.
zzzzz. goes my mind. this will continue later on today.
hopefully it all makes sense by then.
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this is something i relate to soo much you dont even know. when this occurs to you ur always welcome to give me a call. am a good listener and u help me as well by sharing stuff like this, because then i realize that am not alone in these mutual feelings...
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