Saturday, February 21, 2009

anxiety

what is wrong with me?
what the fuck is wrong with me?
i hurt myself so much more than others.
my mind runs wild in ever aspect of my life.
i try to control it, but it always gets the best of me.
i try to distract my mind, but its almost impossible.
this is all getting to be too much for me.
i feel like i've driven myself i n s a n e.
there are many thoughts that go through my head.
why is it that i feel like i'm dying? like i'm already dead?
i'm always overwhelmed by my mind.
i can't even express my emotions.
it's only possible when i can't handle it anymore.
i don't like that i am able to keep things in for so long.

d e a t h.
sometimes doesn't seem like a bad idea.

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