honey

i haven't really attempted to write poetry
this is what came out...

i remember you staring at me with those eyes.
those honey colored eyes.
they were so warm and sweet.

there was no way they could deceive.

they were the eyes i fell in love with.

how i miss them.
i would dread every blink.
where did these eyes go.
the sweet honey is gone.
i miss them.
i miss you.
at the same time.
i hate you.
you t o r e my h e a r t.
stepped on it.
never bothering to look at the mess you made.

my mind says fuck you!
my heart says love you...
why can't these memories disappear.
you did.

i need to get him out of my mind.
time has allowed me to cope with the pain.
will it ever go away?
i don't think so.
things were left off in bad terms.
there isn't a day that i don't think about him.
things will get better.
i will face him in my own way.
it will hurt.

calm down my heart and mind.
don't forget to breath my lungs.
eyes, please open for there is a brighter day ahead.