angry again

once again i am filled with anger

who the fuck do you think you are!
all of you!
what makes you so special?
we are all the same, but you continue to be exclusive.
why?
how dare you be exclusive, when you're sole purpose is to be inclusive?
you contradict yourselves in so many ways!
fuck you fuck you fuck you

just shoot me

Shut the fuck up
Stop getting to me
You need to go away
You are not a revolutionary
I am me
You are not
Don't steal my indentity
I won't let you
Fuck you
You don't know me
Too much anger inside me

finished

I carry a lot on my back.
Constantly feeling like I am under attack.
My mind goes around,
While my emotions hit the ground.
People cannot see what lies,
In these eyes.
The pain,
Given by the gain,
Of others.
Others that do not know.
They do not know the truth.
The truth.
The truth.
You want to know the truth?
Learn the truth.
I speak the truth.

I am a generalization,
Of the discrimination,
That began with Americanization,
Stop.
Mexicanization,
A term that derives from a third world nation.
Because of the colonization.
Intertwined with globalization.

El Salvador.
Translation.
The savior.
Incapable of saving,
Because of the forced paving.
Created by the “Yankee doodle went to town” trying to colonize,
Because he felt he had the right,
To go put on a fight.
A fight against what,
Communism?
Marxism?
Socialism?
Activism?

A fight against a Revolution.
A Revolution,
Caused by the pollution,
Of bodies
Piled up on the sides of the road.
People confused as to where to go.
Because of the bodies on the road.
Piling bodies,
Men, womyn, and children.
Piling limbs,
Nose, ears, arms, hands, legs, feet and toes.
Bodies that came through accusation,
Assassination,
Because they sought liberation.

Fight against the innocent.
The innocent.
The people.
The silenced.
The families.
The children.
The innocent.
Not knowing what to do
Not wanting to chose a side
Not knowing whether they will live or die
Eyes wide open,
Looking,
Searching,
Trying to find a way out.
Thinking about migration.

Only because they were force into migration.
Migration turns into deportation.
It seems like there is no salvation.
If only it were a different situation,
Without all of the deterioration.

What about the fight against racism?
Sexism?
Classism?
Capitalism?
In other words contemporary imperialism.
Never enough exploitation,
Always having to create segregation.
More labor, more divides.
People having to decide.

The fight continues through
Corruption and destruction,
In the salvation situation.
Because of the accusations and assassinations,
Causing deterioration.
Forcing immigration and deportation.
Creating segregation in exploitation.
Is this a revolution?
Liberation?
Or just pollution?
Transition in Translation
Generalization is discrimination because of mexicanization.
No.
Globalization is colonization through Americanization.

Stop.
It’s over.
The papers have been signed.
There’s no reason to deny.
It’s all over.
It’s gone.
Wait. What?
Who are they kidding?
We have every reason to deny,
Because the papers were signed.
The fight continues through

Corruption and destruction,
In the salvation situation.
Because of the accusations and assassinations,
Causing deterioration.
Forcing immigration and deportation.
Creating segregation in exploitation.
Is this a revolution?
Liberation?
Or just pollution?
Transition in Translation
Generalization is discrimination because of mexicanization.
No.
Globalization is colonization through Americanization.

It’s hidden like zero…

One, two, pick a side,
Three, four, go and hide,
Five, six, you know it’s fixed,
Seven, eight, don’t make a mistake,
Nine, ten, don’t do it again,
Eleven, Twelve years of pain.
Twelve years of war.
Twelve years of death.
Twelve years of a regime that continues today.

a work in progress

I carry a lot on my back.

Constantly feeling like I am under attack.

My mind goes around,

While my emotions hit the ground.

People cannot see what lies

In these eyes.

The pain,

Given by the gain,

Of others.

Others that do not know.

They do not know the truth.

The truth.

The truth.

You want to know the truth?

Learn the truth.

I speak the truth.

I am a generalization,

Of the discrimination,

That began with Americanization,

Stop.

Mexicanization,

A term that derives from a third world nation.

Because of the colonization.

Intertwined with globalization.

El Salvador.

Translation.

The savior.

Incapable of saving,

Because of the forced paving.

Created by the “Yankee doodle went to town” trying to colonize,

Because he felt he had the right,

To go put on a fight.

A fight against what,

Communism?

Marxism?

Socialism?

Activism?

What about the fight against racism?

Sexism?

Classism?

Capitalism?

In other words contemporary imperialism.

Never enough exploitation,

Always having to create segregation.

More labor, more divides.

People having to decide.

One, two, pick a side,

Three, four, go and hide,

Five, six, you know it’s fixed,

Seven, eight, don’t make a mistake,

Nine, ten, don’t do it again,

Eleven, Twelve years of pain.

Twelve years of war.

Twelve years of death.

Twelve years of a regime that continues today.

sleep

i don't know where i was this week.
in the past couple of weeks.
i lost myself.
i fell asleep and never woke up.
its been hard for me to figure out what's real and what's not.
my dreams are following me into the real world.
i swear he called me.
i checked my phone, but he didn't.
i dreamt of the other boy.
the stupid one that lives down the street.
everything was fine and dandy.
i don't know.

now i sit here with a blank mind.
i know that i'm ready to explode inside.
but it isn't going to happen.
not for a while.