over it

it will soon be time to say bye to score
you can call me bitter
a sore loser
jealous
whatever you like
i don't want to be a part of something that compares to as elections
i guess this must be some small degree of what my friend felt
i would have stayed if sally won, because she actually did work
nothing against yvette, i feel like she didn't deserve it/work for it
i don't want a pat on the back for the work that i have done
but the people within the org should know who has done the work
sally and i were always out there
yvette wasn't
she's a great friend and person
i just don't want to be a part of something like that
good bye score
i will not run for any positions in any as org, or any org in general
i will work
that's it
good bye useu
good bye womyns com. (depending if curls wins)

hello sirrc
hello el congreso
hello mujer

score elections

don't want to talk about it
i will only talk with those that i feel comfortable with

dos meses

i didn't realize how long i had neglected my blog.
words have been hard to put down.
there are many things in my mind that i don't want to put down.
and i have no idea how to put them down.
i have my moments where i write.
i have my moments where i draw.
i have my moments where i paint.
i have my moments where i create.
is it time?
or is it fear?
the fear of letting myself open up so much that i make myself vulnerable?
possibly.