he says...

he says to be strong
but how can i when he is dying
how can i be strong when i'm slowly losing someone i love
how can i be strong when i'm losing my own life
it's hard to be strong when there are so many things going on at once
when i haven't even recovered from things that have occurred in the past
when you're affecting my life and my future
i try to be strong
but it is so hard when it's hard to be happy
it's easy to disguise but it will always be underneath it all

when i'm alone i think about it
when i'm along i worry
when i'm alone i cry
when i'm alone it hurts

i wish it were easier to talk about it with others
i wish it was easier to cry about it in front of others
because it's moments like this when i feel alone
when i know i'm not