thoughts

i am happy
but there are things that continue to bother me
things that make me think and wish things were different
i question what goes on in my life
i question the people i know
things have changed
times have changed
not sure who my friends are anymore
in better words who are still my friends
of course i have other worries, but i don't want to get into it


current thoughts:
close my blog, as in make private
empty out (or delete) twitter, facebook, myspace
allow myself to let go of people


i'm not secluding or closing myself (i wouldn't allow myself to do that), as i continue in my life journey i learn more about myself
i am somewhat of a social person (still don't quite understand it), but i continue to end up caring too much for those i get close to


getting tired can't finish this entry