hault

wonderful brick wall

stop the lies.

stop the jealousy.
stop the justification.
even though i don't want to, i can't help but see right through you.
be honest.
don't force me to climb over you.
you present a difficulty that needs to end.
it drains me. tires me.
i don't understand why you want to be everything, try to be everything.
your colors are beautiful as they are.
why are you trying so hard to impress others?
why do you compete when there is no one competing against you?
be yourself.

sometimes i wish i couldn't read people so well.
it's a part of me that at times i wish i could change, but in the end it only helps me understand others.
even if it involves understanding parts of them i don't want to see.

there are many things i haven't shared.
many things no one knows about me.
you think you know me.
stop.
you don't know what goes on in my mind.
you don't know my emotions.
you don't know my experiences.
don't tell me what is good for me.
don't tell me what i see.
don't tell me what i feel.
don't tell me about my mind.

leave it.
everyone thinks differently.
we all have our own beliefs.