silence

i have been stuck in my thoughts
but they are no where to be found
i do not write them down
they are my secrets
but secrets that i may forget
possibly because i don't want to remember
good bad sad mad happy jokes future past...
different
they're always different thoughts
wondering around without anywhere to go
i'm not sure why i keep them in
sometimes i'm afraid that i don't share them enough
and i begin to fade away from people

are my thoughts keeping me from who i am?