blue

falling into a darkness

swirls of smoke covering the air

where have i gone?

where am i now?

i close my eyes

smoke turns to clouds

full of life

lifting me

high above

into the world in which i belong

sadly it was all a dream

why do i feel empty?
my mind is blank...
emotions...? not sure where they are
am i feeling disempowered?
edward always does this. he thinks he knows womyn better than actual womyn.
i'm annoyed and cant stop thinking about it.
i cant to disappear again.